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Saturday, 5 February 2011 !@#$% 12:34 am
不知道 不明了 不想要 為什麼 我的心 明明是想靠近 卻孤單到黎明 不知道 不明了 不想要 為什麼 我的心 那愛情的綺麗 總是在孤單里 |
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Wednesday, 12 January 2011 !@#$% 12:22 pm
i am a difficult guy to be with. i understand. i am sorry for all the things i have done and said to hurt you so much. i promise i will learn. and become better. |
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Tuesday, 11 January 2011 !@#$% 4:43 pm
it was supposed to be a happy day. watch a movie, then buy birthday present, then a surprise. a nice Japanese-french restaurant which i managed to book a reservation 3 months ago. its for her results and new sch term. wanna treat her, and thank her for everything and encourage her. well... its all my fault. for being angry. i am just not good enough to be in a relationship. they are all right. i am a burden, and i am not worthy of her. i am sorry. |
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Saturday, 8 January 2011 !@#$% 8:23 pm
i got 3 cakes for my 21st! according to dear, each cake is entitled to 3 wishes, got 9 wishes this year, the most so far! i was so touched by timothy and the gang, i nearly cried, they prepared a cake for me, when its supposed to be timothy's birthday! and with dear accompanying me on Friday, it was great! just that i feel so guilty that she spend so much money to buy me a crumpler! and of course, her cake to start the day with! oh man, i am so fortunate to have so many friends and loved ones to celebrate my birthday! |
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Thursday, 6 January 2011 !@#$% 11:38 pm
well, after everything... and talking to dear about stuff, and clearing things out... i guess i now know that the problem lies with me... i lack the confidence in myself to believe that i am actually of importance and i have the trust of dear. well... its my fault for thinking to much, feeling to insecure, and saying those words, and not controlling my emotions well... i am sorry. please forgive me? not only to dear, but to her friends as well... i guess now many of dear friends kinda hate me now... anyway... i must have more confidence in myself, and dear. after all, its all worth it... |